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. Wonderful Life .

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 28, 2008, 1:54 PM

Mood: Tender
Listening to: B.B. King
Drinking: coffee

I'll Fight you.

. I woke up this morning and remembered how much I love life. That's right. Somehow I forgot. I've been a pain. Irritable and sometimes depressed. I got caught up in stress, money, bills, work...all these things that should not always be the forefront of thought. I have a supportive and loving man by my side, caring friends, I live in a beautiful city and I'm making more money than I ever have in my life. I've been working hard...but at least the harder I work the better it pays off.
. So, this morning I woke up to a beautiful friend and Conan's voice talking about the shoot the night before. Conan brought me a cup of coffee in bed and I slowly crawled out to a huge home cooked breakfast. We ate together in the kitchen then went out to the back porch to drink coffee and have a cigarette. I sighed contentedly. I don't even care that I have to pay the bills today or that I'm going to work later. Life is beautiful. I'm going to paint today...it's the perfect day to start again.
. Thought I'd let you all know I'm still alive. I took a little break from the internet world. I've been very unmotivated until now. Conan was right when he said the more consistently you work your ass off the easier it gets. My first week was rough...but now I know I can do it. Cheers!

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Syren

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. Blarg and dA names .

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 25, 2008, 2:49 PM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nick Cave
Drinking: TEA

I'll Fight you.

. Woo! So the workshop ended up being a huge success. I'm back online for the first time since it's been over. I was too tired and overwhelmed afterward. I'm very pleased to see some awesome pictures from the event. I met a ton of very good people.
. *miss-mosh and I shared a room during the event. I had to try not to lez out on her too much...but the very first night I woke up wrapped around her arm. lol! I can't help what I do in my sleep!
. `lithiumpicnic and I had a great time drinking vodka and smoking on the back porch after the bootcamp. He rocks.

. *steeneeweenee is only the second female photographer I've ever worked with. She was ALL kinds of awesome. She knows exactly what she wants and works fast. One of the easiest photographers I've ever worked with.
. Of course, *addictedImage was the brains of the outfit. He kept all of us sane. I love you so much, darling!!!
. ~sokkmonkey made me my very own latex dress. Thank you babe! Pictures are to come. ^_^

. Anyways. After all that...I've gone back to work and I have come down with a cold. I'm recovering...but kind of feel like things are in slow motion now. Sorry about my absence online. I have so much to catch up with now.

. That aside...I have a little dA business I need to take care of. I would like to open a modeling account so I have a place to post all my work...I have decided I don't want it on this account. I want to keep them separate. That's final.
. But 'Mischa' is already taken. I need to think up another name...still incorporating 'Mischa'. Any ideas?

. On that note...everyone have a wonderful rest of the week! Talk with you all soon.
Much love~

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Syren

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. Zivity Workshop .

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 19, 2008, 7:24 PM

Mood: Joy

I'll Fight you.

Zivity bootcamp is an all day intensive workshop geared towards taking your photography to the next level. It emphasizes set photography, but the instructions can be used in all aspects of your photography.
Taught by 3 top photogs in the industry, featuring 3 amazing models.
Sign up soon, spaces will fill up fast!
[link]

Instructors;
`lithiumpicnic
*steeneeweenee
*addictedImage

Models;
*miss-mosh

*DarkSyren

and mariya

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. Happy Pride, SF! .

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 29, 2008, 11:09 AM

Mood: Pride
Listening to: Unicorn Ass Radio
Reading: The Onion
Watching: Dirty spots in my eyes. O.O
Drinking: Aranciata

I'll Fight you.

. I'm at work. *pout* I looked at the schedule today and noticed my manager (closet lesbian), my gay co-worker, and the other closet gay are the only three who had today off. I wanted to write angry notes in my manager book saying, "Why am I the ONLY gay who DIDNT have today off??!" I'd be out of here SO quick.

My manager resents people who are happy. She scheduled me and my engaged co-worker on valentine's day. *shakes head* Anyways.
. Lots has happened in the past few months. I went to the hospital for another cyst. It's causing me a lot of pain. One of our chinchillas was attacked by our roommates cat a week ago. You all can read about that here. He's making a slow recovery.
. I have a job interview tomorrow. I really need it. I'm going insane at the gelato shop. It's so brainless but it completely wears me out physically. I have no life thanks to gelato right now. I can't even do art right now thanks to gelato.
. The GOOD news is I get to go down to LA again with my lovely =addictedImage to see =Pelicanh, =Shy-Too-Shy, and ~JanuarySeraph! I miss them so much. We're going to be doing a lot of work while we're there. I gotta start working out again!

I feel so much more healthy when I exercise! I also need to get some sort of calender or figure out some system to get organized. I'm so scattered right now...I have so much to do but am so overwhelmed by it that I end up doing nothing at all. Anyone got a system that works well for us right-brained crazies?
Much love
Syren

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Syren

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. Rabid baby monkey Kick! .

Wed Jan 30, 2008, 12:20 PM

Mood: Pride
Listening to: Unicorn Ass Radio
Watching: Well...I -should- be watching my store
Eating: cough drops T_T

^{. I think I've had that depressing entry up long enough now. Time to update! Since things are much more cheery. Where to start?
Conan and I moved again...although only a few blocks from where we were before. I love our home. It's going to get a complete makeover though...and a new bed. This is all very exciting to me...so shut up. We had two baby boys! I can't believe I haven't mentioned this yet. Baby chinchillas! They are the cutest EVAR! I missed them so SO much when we went to LA. Which brings me to the next topic.
I had the most beautiful time staying with
and
What amazing people! I feel priviledged to have gotten to know them. I cried when I had to leave them. *pout*
I got to shoot with
and
I didn't wear clothes most of the time I was there. I even was naked when I introduced myself to Mars. I suppose it's a good thing I don't have a problem with being naked. XD I DID spend alot of time by the fire, though.
I'm happy to be back home. Trying to get back into the swing of work. I've felt worn out...but I'm still painting. I got the rest of my art supplies while we stopped down at my dad's place. Expect much greatness! Well...expect more art at least. T_T I'm working on it.
Much love to you aaaall!

Syren

Best quote ~ Last night
Conan
"Hey! For one day your boobs will be DD."

(He got a Daily Deviation...cuz he rawks!)

Most amazing man in the world!
O.M.G.!

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Syren's Modeling
I'm a model. *bobs head side-to-side*

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